Home Again, naturally

How do I say this?


The Milwaukee Lakefront from South Shore Park

I’ve been staring at the screen a good few minutes looking for a word that hasn’t been coming.

I started to write, “It’s good to be back ‘home’.”  But we’ve been full-timing long enough that I can’t say that.  ‘Home’ is our coach;  it’s where we are most relaxed.  We’re most comfortable there/here — it’s the right size for us, it fits us like a shoe, we’re embraced by it’s coziness and we spend the most time here.  “Home” exists without traffic jams and without politics.

“You lose sight of things…
and when you travel, everything balances out.”
– Daranna Fidel

Should I say, instead, that it feels good to be in ‘familiar surroundings’?   Somehow that isn’t what I really mean, and each year when we return familiar isn’t quite as familiar as once it was.

MKE construct 2MKE construct 3So many changes! In the last three years the interstate system has been partially revamped; our daughter and SIL have remodeled an old factory;  many of the things we have known simply are no more.  Three years ago when we first returned to Milwaukee as returning RV’ers the Milwaukee we knew was no longer ‘home.’ Our coach had already become home —  that comfortable place that stays where we are.   But Milwaukee still felt sort of comfortable.

Each year when we return (and this year we will have been here twice — once in March for medical reasons) it’s less familiar and perhaps a little less comfortable.  We can’t just hop in the car and instinctively know where we’re going.  We have to stop and think about how to get there, and just where it is that we really need to go.   Yet, we will eat foods we haven’t had access to most of the year  (sometimes because we didn’t know they were available, but other times because the ethnic background of the populace didn’t include what we wanted).  We’ll shop at stores that we know used to carry the kinds of products we want. Sometimes we’re surprised that has changed, but most of the time our memories are rewarded. This game we play as full timers learning at each new location where we can get what we want can be exhausting at times.  Milwaukee is familiar, but the only thing that doesn’t change is change and this city is in the midst of huge change.

We tend to visit during the nicest times of year.  We keep ourselves in our temperature comfort zone. Perhaps it’s an illusion of comfort and the reality is that we’re just here during the warm weather and we can forgive almost anything. We have always spent a lot of time walking — getting out in the air — and as you know I like the fresh air— especially near the lakefront.  Veterans Park, and the Milwaukee Art Museum,  The South Shore Yacht Club (not that we were members) and Grant Park, those are our old stomping grounds.  I’m sure we’ll visit them this year too.

An oversized octopus kite hovers near the ground as children, families arrive to participate in a kite launch with hundreds of kite flying enthusiasts gathered at Veterans Park for the 26th annual Family Kite Festival, Saturday, May 25, 2013. Hundreds of kites were launched in a grand launch at noon, followed by precision kite flying team performances. Free kite flying lessons were also offered. The event continues Sunday. Journal Sentinel photo by RICK WOOD/ RWOOD@JOURNALSENTINEL.COM

An oversized octopus kite hovers near the ground as children, families arrive to participate in a kite launch with hundreds of kite flying enthusiasts gathered at Veterans Park for the 26th annual Family Kite Festival, Saturday, May 25, 2013. Hundreds of kites were launched in a grand launch at noon, followed by precision kite flying team performances. Journal Sentinel photo

numerous kitesWe love these places because people congregate there: they walk and bike and skateboard and rollerblade; they play music and fly kites.  We know the area enough that we know there will always be those people in those places.  In other cities and other states the people may be in similar places but we don’t yet know they’ll be there — or even where those places might be.

The  massive roadway reconstruction seems not nearly so bad because the people are a constant — even when they are different people:  they are doing the same things.  That is part of the difficulty of RV’ing-to-find-a-new-home.  The people are different and the ‘things’ they do are different.  If you look around long enough you’ll find some intersections — for example, people always like to be by the water. There are always people who love to be seen — and who make that exhibitionist out of themselves so BE seen.  But our goal isn’t necessarily to find a place like Milwaukee. It was originally to find a place that is comfortable. Milwaukee already exists; there’s no sense in going to look for another — if that is what we want why not stay here?  It is what it is because of the weather, the population, the economic base, and the traditions.  And that why not is a really good question.

After photo of Milwaukee highway being taken down

Milwaukee highway being taken down

“To my mind, the greatest reward and luxury of travel is to be able to experience everyday things as if for the first time, to be in a position in which almost nothing is so familiar it is taken for granted.” – Bill Bryson

We’re comfortable here, but our search continues. Is there another place that we might like just as much? Or enough to set down roots? So far we haven’t found it. But we’re still looking.

Perhaps that’s the real lesson from our travels. Like Bill Bryson said, travel keeps you worked up so that you are forever incapable of taking things for granted.  I have been commenting recently about our Norcold refrigerator — just about the time life gets to be ‘regular’ something happens — like that refrigerator — to keep things mixed up and uncertain.  To RV is to learn to love being vulnerable to life’s uncertainties.  If you can’t love surprises this isn’t the life for you.

On the surface we make our annual return for regular physicals.  But returning to Milwaukee also serves to remind us what we left behind. I guess you could say it’s a way of anchoring ourselves.  Family, familiarity, comfort.  Every place where we have RV’d we have been comfortable.  If we weren’t happy/comfortable then we moved on.  We might have found some familiarity had we stayed long enough.  But the locale didn’t speak strongly enough to us to want to do so.  Family would not find in new places — though we could make friends!  In this world of great mobility many folks have made their friends into their family.  But with a wonderful family that we have we’ll never replace that.

It’s most likely that when we tire of travel we’ll simply return to Milwaukee where we have all three.  (if they don’t change too much)  For now, we have a month on the ground with family and friends.  We’ll get some projects done — the new satellite receiver’s in Milwaukee waiting for us. The Thermistor is to arrive Thursday afternoon/evening.  Either we’ll get the fridge running right or we’ll replace it.  We have a family member to visit, a couple rv parks to scout out — we have our hands full — in a good, retirement sort of way.  And when we’re done, we’ll move on.

Thanks for stopping by, and I’ll talk with you tomorrow.


7 thoughts on “Home Again, naturally

  1. Maybe you need to focus on visiting ethnic festivals to find a place that feels like home to you. We have some of those in the Minneapolis area but you might as well go back to Milwaukee as to move here. 🙂

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  2. Reading this led to pondering “home”I’ve thought a lot about home since visiting my Dad a few weeks ago. My conclusion – home is a treasured book, one we open or close, read passages or chapters whenever it suits us. Home tells the story of who we are but doesn’t define us.
    I could call any place home as long as my husband was at my side, and children were happy.Life is short, I can’t think of a better home than one that travels when the spirit moves me. I envy your home 🙂



      Feeling AT HOME really is primarily about people.


      I think that for some people THINGS can INHIBIT FEELINGS of being at home. If they have possession obsessions. I don’t want to go further on that but as content as I am with our home that travels with us, I have seen it happen that no matter what the house is no home can be found anywhere.

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  3. I am so with you on this thought pattern of home. I found I experienced the same things when I visited California. The pleasure it brought me in terms of food and family and familiar places was fantastic…but home is here, where I am at now.

    I found the changes since I left have been so wild that I hardly recognized it…seeing as I last lived in the heart of Silicon Valley it was bound to change, I just had no vision on how much that would be. Yet, other areas stayed their same wonderful places…also a comfort due to familiarity.

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    1. In the vernacular, “familiarity is a bitch”! I read recently something that purported to be based in science and I believe it COULD be true but not sure if it IS. They say that when we “remember” something we aren’t remembering the THING, we are remembering the last time we REMEMBERED THE THING. Partly that helps understand why memories change over time. But IF familiarity is a part of ‘home’ then being away fro periods of time would gradually diminish that sensation. None of which relates to what we were saying earlier…. in that on many levels home is where you’re comfortable and that’s with people; the things around can

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